Solace

Today, still the same thing as yesterday.. i'm finding a few things difficult to deal with.
I know we're close, and it's not just because we can be total idiots together, or laugh at pretty much anything. We have a connection, i think both of us are still a bit weary of admitting. We both see life from different angles than most people.. and are trying to find our way. In the mean time, yeah we've made mistakes but it's only just opened our eyes more and helped us to appreciate what's around us. We also like to feel like we make a difference to people, especially those close, 'cos well if we don't, what are we here for? Someone must care.

Am i such a bad person for missing a lot of things? It just feels such a shame to let go.. I don't want to. Looking back at the amount of amazing times, it's really overwhelming. It shaped a lot of who i am now, and others. Walking through London in the evening just in awe of everything.. Going to museums and getting in front of people's photos, just for the fun of it :) Y'know, there are so many things i wish we could still do, and i know we can.

If you're reading this, don't think i've forgotten all of that..
I care.



This is how i feel.