Okay so yesterday I did something I probably shouldn't have.. I'm strong enough to deal with what happens after but I know that they're most definitely not, well from what has been shown. I guess i'm more emotionally stronger than I used to be. A lot more.
Although saying that, the one thing that I want (apart from my teaching career, house and to travel around the world) is someone to share everything with, otherwise there's no point. Yeah there's personal gain, thinking you're all tough and independent because you're doing everything alone, but the day will come when you'll want someone to be by your side, know that they're there for you no matter what. To make it basic - Love.
The majority of us will know what that feels like, and personaly I don't think anything compares to that warm feeling. Even the feeling of lust, it's exciting but comforting at the same time.
Myself, I crave being close to others. I've said this recently to two of my close friends in a deep conversation we had. I respond more to touch than anything else. I like being close to people, I guess it's a comfort thing. Obviously I realise this isn't always a good thing as it can lead to the wrong sort of attention, when being close comes naturally to me.
I'm not looking, but hopefully the right guy for me will come along and take me for me, however much of a pain in the arse I may be. :D
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