
It's nearly 1am and the one time I actually want to get a moderately early night, I can't because I'm feeling down about something. It's actually pretty minor, but is still managing to hurt. The one time i'm trying so hard to be open and honest without being defensive, and it feels like it's not getting me anywhere in helping someone to trust me and not jump to conclusions. I'm actually trying really hard..
I don't know what's going on at the moment, it's all pretty crazy, but i just wish we were closer so we could talk properly instead of getting confused/frustrated over msn. Maybe it's too much to ask? Maybe I should be defensive again like before? I really don't want that. I didn't think I needed to be, hope i'm proved wrong :( I want things to be different/new. It's mad how certain people can mean so much..
Night all.
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