Just logged into my BEBO account, Hadn't been on it for since FOREVER!
Weird when you look back on things..
Another random mention to this band that were on Jools Holland the other night. They're funky, love the lead singers voice and energy, and of course the awesome bass riff :D Check 'em out:
Okay, so on a chirpy note today, i'm getting used to my video being up on youtube.
I've even decided to post some more covers and eventually some originals.
It's took time to get the confidence to put a video up for the world to see, but i did it. Next steps are getting more confident for other adventures i've had in mind for years. For as long as i can remember i've wanted to sing in a band, but never had the confidence/self belief that i could be good enough. It's all a turning point now though as i'm beggining to come out of my shell a little and express myself a bit more without caring what other people think.
I've got afew links, so we'll see where it takes me. At the moment just working on confidence issues, although saying that, all the positive comments i've recieved so far have really made a difference, so thanks :)
& no, Chris and Kay.. I refuse to sing the muppets or Kylie Minogue!! XD Luff ya's really :D
It's been a long, long day. English was actually so boring i actually asked to leave an hour before the end. Ended on a funny note though after being dared to post a video on youtube, which i stuck to my promise of doing and got some random comments too XD
I got over the problem i had, quicker than i thought i would. I'm happy and i feel free. Screw whoever has an issue with that! :D
Might post the link soon! Which actually ties in with something coincidental and irrelevant. :)
I've been screwed over, yet again by someone i thought i could trust.
This sly bombshell was dropped on me this evening when i thought things were going okay. Nope, couldn't even say it to my face. Wrote me in a text which was so fucking hurtful he may aswell have ripped my heart out whilst he was typing it to me.
Wow! Easter break has finally hit :D Hope everyone is well.
I'm happy because i got into Hertfordshire and Middlesex University, my two choices. Taking into consideration i had to go through so much to get a place, and was up against roughly 70 potential teachers that day, and god knows how many applied in total - I can say i'm fairly proud of myself :)
Having a difficult time at home with a certain issue at the moment, but you'll never know what it is, because to be honest it's something i can't stand to say the least. If you know me, you know you'll rarely hear of my problems, but trust me i do have them.. Just pretty strong with dealing with them and not airing them out. Soon i'll be out of this place and this will all just be a figment of my imagination, im sure ;)
I'm focused, determined.. and nothing's gonna drag me down. Don't try to make me feel guilty, or remind me of the past. It means nothing, because it isn't my future. You're not here now are you? Didn't think so.
There's a lot of people i miss talking to, and i took it to heart when i didn't get contacted, but it doesn't bother me now because everything happens for a reason. There's a reason why it's the past and not the future. When you ever need to talk, or hang out.. I'll be here :) Justy, Sam, Shivy - my girlies :D
Decided to ditch town for a bit. I leave for Norfolk tommorow by car, it's gonna be an adventure as i don't know where the fuck the place is! But Tomtom will guide me :D
My head is clear and my heart is open. I don't have a boyfriend. I won't wait. I've been there and done that. Don't play games. If you want me fight for it, otherwise i'll never know..& nothing will change. Be brave. Make a move. Be a man.
If you need me i'll have my mobile. You know the score. I'll leave you with this song that reflects my mood. See you all soon.
