My new poem 'Reflection'

I wrote a new poem yesterday to add to my depressive collection. Yuh, life's great atm! XD

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A vulnerable petal
That’s all I saw
Easily to manipulate
With the softest core

I played mind games
I led you on
Any song I sang
You sang along

I made life hard
Oh that’s for sure
You can’t reach up
When you’re on the floor

I made life hell
I made you hate
I made you plead
I raised the stakes

Your heart I broke
A thousand times
Took pleasure out of
My guilty crimes

Still you are here
In front of me
The reflection oh so clear
I step back once
Forward twice
And realise you’re not here..

Being pensive with pens

It is clear to see that there are many various forms of talent in our day and age. All considered to be somewhat 'unique', however socially incorrect or disagreed with they are. So i therefore feel it is my responsibilty to hereby present to you, ladies and gentleman - 'The pensive pen man'.

Amazing huh? Yeah i think so too XD

He doesn't want his real name mentioned, so we'll just call him, i dunno.. 'Adam', for conversations sake. (Check right hand side for link to his blog - many other unique things there)

Wanted.

If you see this bear anywhere. Please turn into the police - Dead or Alive. His name - Ham head.. MO hamhead.

Hehe..

Just thought i'd post this pic of myself and the new addition to my non-existing teddy bear collection XD

He was won for me by my Phillipino friend at the fair inside Alexandra Palace on Fireworks night, which may i add was brilliant.
Had an awesome evening with me two lads - jigging to High School Musical music and watching 'Turkish Starwars' (Adam quote XD) a mix of eurovision song-contest style music and high quality fireworks. LOL.
Will deffinitely be going next year :)

Retro!!

So, life seems to be going well at the moment..

Started my work placement yesterday at my old primary school - having a blast! The kids are all so well behaved (suprisingly) and i'm being called Miss K by a bunch of cheeky year fours. Cute eh? :) I also got offered a job the same day, with the help of a friend of mine (Thank you) and heard the great news that my godfather's cancer has now cleared from all the chemotherapy he's been going through. Really happy about that :D

Oh oh and learned the tabs for the beggining of 'Killing me softly' and 'Numb' on the keys, getting there :P

I could be all deep and personal and go into one, but y'know what? I'm not going to. Not this time. I'm bored of waiting for things to happen. I've learnt that if you want to do something, go for it! And if something's meant to happen, when the moments right it will, so in the meantime, I'm going to do what i want! Be spontaneous, risk it. Have fun! Whatever. Life's too short to be worried about certain things, especially when they're out of your control. My real friends will be there no matter what and this is only a small chapter of life, so bring it on!

Lately met some awesome new people, and am pretty optimistic about the future :) Okay, so i've learnt i can't play Spiderman on Xbox 360 for shit. But i had a good 'ol try! XD

Today, i found a re-released old time favourite thing of mine. You might recognise it. Brings back so many memories! I used to have one when i was young. Looking through the lenses at 3D photos (well they appear so) was amazing as far as i remember. Infact i love it so much i'm gonna order me one and collect the disks for it. Shall be the retro things i look out for :D



Look familiar?