New Song.

New Paramore song - Decode (not to be confused with Decoy, another awesome track) is amazing! Just discovered it today and it's been on repeat since. The film twilight looks rather interesting too.. I hadn't seen anything about it before i saw Paramore were featured on the tracklist. Again i can relate to this soo much! I think it's the whole feeling vulnerable but being strong thing again.. and just not knowing how you've got to where you are now with someone, to the stage where things are pretty much screwed.

Anyways, i won't sidetrack..I was talking to someone about a new project ( i say project, it's more for fun) that i wanted to do - another part of Mia you've not seen. With enough dutch courage, hopefully soon you'll know what i'm talking about!

I can't sleep again.. what a bugger :( and i can't find my Sony Ericsson phone charger.. Argh!
& i need a hug. Volunteers? :)

'Evening m'lovelies

Do watch: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UHrk5sFoPhY

xox

Lights and Buzz

A deep and meaningful conversation with a friend yesterday and a quite awesome view from my friend's new flat has led me to review things - Life, friends etc.

Me and Hus mou were discussing how much everyone has changed and grown up and are consequently more descisive about what they want in life, it's just actually getting there that can be tough. But hey, if you want something enough you'll do all in your power to get it, right?

After seeing the night view outside my ex Sunday husband's flat XD (just..wow, the lights were so nice) and then chatting with Hus in my car for about an hour, it really did make me think.. How much we've grown up, matured and have that determination and drive to get to where we want to be in life, whether it be relationship-wise, career-wise.. complete independence, whatever. Me and H came to the conclusion in most aspects of life the key is communication. Without it we'd all be in limbo, unsure of things.

Sometimes it's a case of trial and error. You try something out, see if it's for you. If not, move on with the reassurance of knowing you done everything you possibly could. If it is for you, then that's even better. You've acheived whatever it is you set out to.

Just remember - You regret the things you DON'T do more than the things you do.

20th Birthday, a hint of theatre & and several televisions left on..Is power saving dead?

So, was my twenteenth on Monday. A fairly quiet one i'd say. I was expecting rock&roll, singing and an evening to remember. Last thing i was expecting to see was people getting down and dirty publicly!

As me and m'lovely were waiting for a bus home from Enfield town, guess what we saw.. The big widescreen tv's in Pearsons all left on in the window display. This was unusual as you'd think someone would've switched them off to prevent wasting energy and all that power saving shabizzle. They were all on the same channel - TMF (The Music Factory) but as it was late at night, hardcore porn was playing. Each and every television in sync with eachother, i couldn't beleive it.. A few people walking by noticed it, but others oblivious.. Regret not taking a picture. Was quite a funny ending to an awesome night :)

P.s Mr (..sensored) No i will not marry you..No deal!

Ti's the season to be jolly :D

As im sure you're all aware, winter has arrived :) My favourite time of the year for sure. Nights out in London, trying to keep warm, everyone in gloves and hats and not forgetting trips to the theatre (something makes it just that little more special in winter..).

What reminds me of winter most is evenings in London, all wrapped up. My 19th & Luke's 21st being an awesome example :D

There are certain things such as christmas decorations up, festive tv shows, and most importantly music that emphasise the fact that it's the winter season. I thought i'd share with you just a few of my personal choices of song (new and old) that seem to remind me of winter.

My top 10 (in no particular order) are:

1. Set fire to the third bar - Snow Patrol ft. Martha Wainright (This one reminds me of winter most.. <3

2.My Immortal - Evanescence (Received Evanescence's first album as a christmas present from my dad, who also likes Evanescence :) This was the first song i played on repeat on Christmas day)

3. October - Evanescence (Not only is it my birth-month, t'is also a relaxing tune :D)

4. Wires - Athlete (about a newborn baby in hospital around christmas time, just a really touching song)

5. Hometown Glory - Adele (the first time i heard this song it gave me shivers, literally.. the piano is amazing, deffinitely a winter song)

6. The special two - Missy Higgins (One of my favourites, love the piano and the song has helped me get through tough times - relationship wise)

7. Im with you - Avril Lavigne (A key song. For me, this song feels like that innocence in wanting to belong somewhere/with someone)

8. I don't love you - My Chemical Romance (Listen to this when i'm feeling vulnerable.. wondering if they actually care?)

9. Misery business - Paramore (waiting with Leanne and adam in the freezing cold in the queue to see Paramore at Brixton academy, i can't even begin to explain how cold it was! But way worth it, losing my voice however, wasn't as pleasant..)

10. Rooftops - Lostprophets (Yet another cold experience waiting for a band. Myself, Yasmin, Sujata, Sumit and Leanne waiting outside HMV in London waiting to get our Lostprophets albums signed and to meet the lads. Again, way worth it. I shook guitarist Lee's hand. I haven't washed it since! (Only joking..)

==Hold Your Head Up High==

A poem that i came across..<3






So hold your head high gorgeous,
People would kill to see you fall,
In the dead of the night they can’t hear you screaming
You swear revenge, against them all.


So stay strong beautiful,
It won’t matter it they think less of you here,
But you cry by the window when wishes in moonlight don’t come true
Doesn’t mean you have to fear.


So never take the words he said to heart darling,
He has no idea what he meant,
To you it meant a life time,
To him, a lie worth less than a cent.



So don’t drown yourself in what you call medicine honey,
It will only do you harm,
because you never got drunk enough to get him off your mind.


So don’t believe you will never amount to anything sweetie,
You truly have no idea what your worth,
I see what you’re trying to hide from me,
I understand how much you’re hurt.





So don’t be afraid to crumble love,
Have you even forgotten who you are?
You walk around thinking you aren’t beautiful,
The truth could never have been more far...





So when you forget about him,
Don’t regret the pain you felt,
It’ll only make you better
And you’ll know how to play the hand you’re dealt.


So hold you head high gorgeous,
Show the world your fine,
Don’t give in to the heartache,
Because People would kill to see you fall...

Updateage

Herro people :D

I'd say it's a pretty nice morning - not too cold, not too hot. Anyways, just a little update. Yesterday i went to the gym, and also managed to get one of my friends to join too (go me!) In addition to getting let off £5 the other day, we didn't have to pay for the gym this time XD Oh, and that included swimming after if we chose to!

So, the gym. Started back properly yesterday, and decided to go three days a week with the aim of losing some weight (a little over a stone) and toning. I always got bored of gym, but feeling more determined now! I also saw a semi-pro wrestler in there.. ;) hehe. I'll keep ya updated =) x

When boredom strikes..

Got home from an excruciately long and boring day at work, know that i really need to catch up with sleep, (having not slept properly for the past 4 days) but i just can't! So.. this is where Mia's creative juices comes out. (on msn - no nudity was involved) Lovely picture, don't ya think? :P Awesome people right thur!

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Hello loyal readers :)
Hope you're all fine and dandy :P

For today, i'll just leave you to read a small poem i wrote yesterday.

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Through these years
all this time
we've been starcrossed
out of line
we keep meeting
take your time
I promise i'll be here

We hold back every time
even through the perfect night
something seems to steal the light
but still i see you shining bright

October rain distant claims
everythings a mess
a wink, a touch, a hint of lust
yet everything's in jest

At the end, feeling faint
nothing did go right
your heart, your head, that cosy bed
are slipping out of sight

You creep downstairs and take a pause
will you change the scene?
confusion rushing through your veins
what's come and gone has been

You layed her down, held her close
and put it all to rest
what never had the chance to bloom
is well and truly dead.